On Thursday I spent some time with Vodka Boy at his restaurant. He took this picture of me next to one of his friends’ paintings.
A complex painting next to a simple man (undone hair, plain shirt, expressionless face). The picture is art in of itself.
Tour of the studio:
I think a lifestyle of an artist would be so much more fulfilling then that of a wage slave.
Had another barbecue with Insomnia, where we made Mexican avocado burgers with fries. Does his pose remind of you something?
Last week I wrote,
Saturday… Go into a club, increase my risk of getting lung cancer, and then walk out two hours later frustrated and horny
Unfortunately, I really did that. But it was my own doing. There are no pictures that can emotionally frame the depression I felt driving home that night. I’ll just let the missed connection I posted on craigslist – my first – tell the story:
Around 1230 you were sitting at the bar with your friend when I came over and asked you to get me a lime. We talked for maybe 30 seconds when you put your finger in your mouth while holding eye contact. Normal guys would take that as a hint of some sort, but instead I said, “I’ll be back! Seriously, I’m coming back!” (I didn’t want to be a jerk to the girls I was talking to.) But then you left before I could talk to you.
You: Blonde, sexy
Me: Idiot, baby soft hair
I wanted to have my cake and eat it too. Instead, it feels like someone smashed cake in my face and I just got a taste of the frosting… the sweet sweet frosting. I deserve only ugly and fat girls for the entire summer. I like to pride myself on having decent game, but this… this was such a tremendous blow that I need to pull a foursome or something really kinky this summer to redeem myself. I’m not a man… men don’t turn down hot blondes with “I’ll be back”. :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob: 🙁 :sob:
The weekend ended with a family barbecue at some lake. In this picture I toughened up my 2 year old brother by throwing him from the swing we were on.
Then it was my turn… and I ended up taking a bit of a tumble.
The awesomeness of two wheels: